I cant believe that i had cried.I cry over alot of things.This is my first time i cry so badly about my past.Today after school @ around 5.05pm. Me,ChewJoo & Shermine was at the canteen.We was talk about somethings. And suddenly cj cry. After see-ing cj cry. i cry. is like i was the one who make her cry.I will cry very easily if i make someone cry.Cj & sher started to comfort me. But after that we talk about our past (love/relationship) stories. I started crying again. This is my ever the first time i cry because of my past story.I used to talk about it to shermine & elaine but at that time i didn't cry at all.i wonder why this time when i talk about it im very sad.

I recall everything.Everything is in my mind.What you have done to me , i will always remember & never forget. It's hard to forget :( That 2 months. How you hurt me , How you treat me . Honestly , leaving you makes my life better. At least my heart won't continue to break.It's a good thing right? Since that time , you didn't even take that relationship seriously.You just treat as an toy! im so regret to stead with you even though i love you (@ that time). We only can be best friends & not couple. You are funny which can make me laugh alot , is fun playing with you. But sometimes you are too much. Haiz. Whatsoever , everything become a history. we're now still friend~

Omgzxc I dont know why i will talk about my past -.-
Oh well . i feel much btr after i cry (:
3 of us cry together sia :D
Cj cry first then me then shermine.

Aww..today I diao messy (if i not wrong).
Dont know whether he saw me diao him ornot ><"
I so regret to diao him:(
Woah.. today dont dare to look at him. ><"
I know he was there!!! but i just dont dare to look -.-

Okay, done
ps i only can online for awhile byezxccccccc!